By-Tamanna Bhatt
Never been felt so much distress
In your company now I am scared
Alone all the time I am bereft
Complains are surrounding me
It's ruckus and chaos everywhere
Can't feel anything neither breathe the air
I was lost in the darkness of the woods
You pushed me into a painful blood pool
I want to feel the rain on my skin
Even though I am senseless and pale
I am tired of all that bullshit happened
Now I can't wait I just want home in the end
I keep pushing everyone away from me
Lovers were the first one on my hit list
I blame others for my own loneliness
Can we just take a step back one moment
Such a loser and a mess I have become
These days I am standard with scars alone
Running is what I do all the time now
To love and feel I never to myself allow
What a shameless girl once they said
I keep explaining that oh how I am dead
I felt stupid to let everything go off
Now I feel more broken cause I am weak
I love the sound of my steps when I walk
Away from all these people around me
Filling empty space is my own poison
Parting my ways and breathing the air of isolation
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